There was this song at my old church …it was a solo I sang on worship team sometimes. It was called “I See the Lord” and I loved it.
It was based on Isaiah 6:1
…I saw the LORD sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up; and the train of his robe filled the temple.”
The morning after my husband said he was thinking of leaving, I was scheduled to sing “I See the Lord” at church. I went early for practice and cried through the whole thing. I think my sweet worship leader thought I was particularly moved by the song. Although I always was to some degree, it was not the cause of my tears that morning. I don’t believe I have sung it since.
Nor really have I thought about it until this past week when I was listening to a talk about the woman with the bleeding issue who reached out and touched the robe of Christ in order to be healed.
And I was thinking about that woman and how desperate she was…how she had tried everything and nothing had worked. She thought, “If I touch even his garments, I will be made well.” (Mark 5:28)
At this point, Jesus was on the way to heal Jarius’ daughter. Jarius had said, “My little daughter is at the point of death. Come and lay your hands on her, so that she may be made well and live.” (Mark 5:23)
Jesus is on the way to heal a little girl who is as old as this woman’s health problem. Both are desperate for healing. One just wanted to touch Him and one just needs to be touched by Him.
Jesus. The Great Physician.
For the woman, her ailment has meant that she is constantly considered unclean…impure She can’t even touch another person without making them unclean along with her. And yet, in her desperation, she is pushing through a crowd to touch the Savior. To just grab hold of the hem of His robe. She doesn’t even really touch Him. She touches His robe…probably the tassels that hang down from the hem. And instantly… instantly… she is healed.
The years of pain and shame are over.
And with that brief encounter…that willingness to push through the obstacles and grab hold of Him….she is healed. And Jesus…Jesus feels it.
“And Jesus perceiving in himself that power had gone out from him, immediately turned about in the crowd and said, “Who touched my garments?” (Mark 5: 30)
Good gravy! The Man was surrounded with people all probably touching him with hands, elbows, shoulders and even an occasional stomped toe. And yet, He recognized this touch as different. This Faith Touch. This Needing Healing Hand.
And He knew. It isn’t as if He couldn’t turn around and identify her. He could, but He asks. Maybe so she can acknowledge that something amazing has happened… that she can say, “I’m healed! I can touch you just like I touched Him – only this time it’s all okay! I’m clean!” Maybe it’s so she can know that He knows. He felt it just like her.
Sometimes I forget that when God helps me, shows me something, heals me, provides for me, and just simply loves me well….it blesses me and Him and others, if I acknowledge it publicly.
I reached out to God and He healed me! I reached out to God and He provided for me. I reached out to God and He made a way where there was no way.
That robe…it’s huge. It fills the temple. There is plenty of space for all of us to grab hold of it. To grab a tassel or a handful of fabric. Whether we are pushing through the obstacles or not, whether we are crawling on hands and knees in desperation, or running to Him in fear and anxiety, God’s robe is there. God is there.
But maybe we are like Jarius and his daughter. Maybe we need Jesus to show up. Maybe there isn’t anything left and we are weary and sick and tired and we are saying, “Lord Jesus, please come to me and help me.”
The beauty is either way, He is enough. He is there.
He is here.
Sometimes I forget that. I feel so weary…so, so, so weary. And sometimes it seems that there isn’t a soul in the whole wide world who can really truly understand it…and sometimes in the depths of decisions and difficulties, it can feel overwhelmingly lonely. It is in those moments, those lonely weary worrisome moments, when I need that touch. That divine touch.
I imagine His robe not just big enough to fill the temple, but big enough to cover us all.
When Jesus stopped to talk to the woman, I’m sure Jarius was anxiously impatient. I’d have been like “Excuse me, Jesus? Please remember my daughter. She’s dying….Jesus, I asked first.”
But Jesus stops. And Jarius’ daughter dies.
While he was still speaking, there came from the ruler’s house some who said, “Your daughter is dead. Why trouble the Teacher any further?”
NO! Jesus, you were coming with me! If you hadn’t stopped…
What must Jarius have felt, thought…how must he have looked. The worst news possible…
“But overhearing what they said, Jesus said to the ruler of the synagogue (Jarius), “Do not fear, only believe.”
In the worst moment, Jesus is there. He was in the moment with Jarius even while talking to the woman.
He is never absent. He is always with us.
And in our worst moments, He says, “Do not fear, only believe.”
Believe I am good. Believe I am love. Believe I am able.
Believe I am enough.
Ever so gently flowing over me, covering, protecting, comforting.
Peace flowing over me.
When I make my bed sometimes I hold the edges of my sheet firmly and lift it up high to let it float down gently on my bed, covering the mattress. That is how I imagine Jesus’ robe.
Healing floating down over me.
I might be all goofy on this one…wouldn’t be surprising…but I’m comforted by this image, blessed by the comfort of knowing that He is big enough to cover me and all my life…He is big enough to cover all of us and all our lives.
And, when I need Him (which is always) I only need to reach out for Jesus and He is there.
He is here.
Just reach out and touch Him.
Grab hold of Him. Be touched.
Love you friend and thanks for this good word:)
I too felt that robe enveloping me after my husband of 32 years declared his love for another who dared to call herself my friend! Never, even at my Dad’s sudden death, had I felt such total devastation, anguished pain….but at the worst, when I had no more tears to cry I released all my pain, anger, hurt….I turned over to the One who promises complete healing! He enveloped me in His cloak of love and gently, slowly, the healing began!
Even know as I struggle caring for Mom in ways I never thought I’d be able to He provides me just enough strength, stamina, and stomach (to clean her “accidents” and tumorous breast) to deal with each step that brings Mom closer to the end of her time on this earth!! Daily I am reminded He IS in control and His cloak is sufficient to cover me and see me through!!
Sending 🙏prayers🙏 and (((Hugs))) your way!!
…a word spoken in due season, how good it is! Thank you
I’m grateful that you keep looking for God in the midst of the overwhelm and lost dreams. It’s beautiful to see how He meets your needs and is using your story. While you may not have sung that song in years, many people See the Lord because of the faithful path you’re walking. Keep on. God will continue to provide.