He is continually holding my face in His gentle hands and pulling my eyes to His and reminding me once again that the only true peace is found in Him. Nothing else.
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope. Romans 15:13 This morning barking dogs disturbed my semi-peaceful slumber…at 4:15 am. Sometimes I wonder why sleep remains so elusive for me. I found myself asking God,… Continue reading Grateful and (a little) Stressed
Where does the time go? I can’t remember the last time I could sit down and put thoughts to paper. Things are just too busy. Each season seems to be busier than the last. I keep thinking the next season will slowdown…..apparently it isn’t coming anytime soon. God has blessed me with a wonderful job… Continue reading Where is My Peace?
I’m praying for some serious fire from heaven, but not for the reason you might think. In the past several years there have been moments I’ve been tempted to pray that God would rain down fire on someone or a couple of someones, but thankfully God has brought me past that phase of this journey.… Continue reading Fire from Heaven
Everyone has something. You know that thing. That thing that you feel will never go away. Never be easy. Never be uncomplicated. Never be what you want it to be. Never be overcome. I have a few somethings. Some things I can’t figure out what to do about. Some things that baffle me. Some things… Continue reading Be Encouraged
I’ve been working for over a week on a post about counting it all joy. And honestly I’m still unsure that I truly understand it as much as I’d like, but I decided that maybe what I need to do is share and see where God takes us… Today I have two meetings… Continue reading Count it all what?
Sanity in the Storm
Why is it that I’m most productive, energetic, and awake after eleven pm? Seriously. Why can’t I be a morning person? Actually I think I would be if I would just GO TO SLEEP ALREADY! I know if I put my head on my pillow I’d be sound asleep in seconds and yet I’m sitting here typing…goofball.
I’ve just gotta get on a better schedule…it’s probably going to mean that I don’t get much done for at least a day…or a night. But golly it would be a good thing to do!
I’m highly motivated to get things done. I’ve started writing down a lot of to-do lists and I’m thoroughly enjoying checking things off. I feel much better about things…although there are definitely days when I don’t have the pleasure of checking off many things on my list. Days when things just don’t go as planned and everything goes wonky on me.
I’m finding that much of my success depends on my attitude. A positive attitude seems to enable me to accomplish more. I think it’s because I’m not allowing myself to feel or be defeated by the day.
I trust God even when things go kablooey. I know that God will use even the craziest of days to help me be the woman He designed me to be.
The blog I’m sharing from MomLifeToday.com, Sanity in the Storm, is one a wrote about a totally different kind of list…my list of things that overwhelm. Unfortunately I seem to be able to check everything on that list almost daily. I do definitely struggle with the whole overwhelmed thing…entirely too much if you ask me. Especially considering I KNOW that God loves me and will not give me more than I can handle with Him.
The problem is that I keep trying to handle everything without Him. Again…goofball.
I do know without a doubt that God did not make me to be overwhelmed nor did He make me to do my life without Him. I’m made for so much more…I’m made for love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, self-control…all those fruit of the Spirit…and I’m made for relationship with my Lord and Savior! I’m made to do this life with Him.
And I’m so thankful because I can’t imagine any other way to do it!
“I wish I could get to where you are…I still feel so hopeless, sad, or angry.” Whenever I hear that I want to say, “Trust me, you DO NOT want to be where I am!” I struggle a lot with things. I have moments where I feel like disaster is imminent…where I can’t possibly do… Continue reading Do You Really Want to be Where I Am?
I think I use that word too much. I think I should use a different word more often. Maybe…conquering.
Don’t feel much like a conqueror.
And yet, God tells me I am.
“No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.” Romans 9:37
More? More than conquerors? Mind-boggling.
Sometimes I feel like all I do is struggle. Struggle with fear. Struggle with worry. Struggle with anger. Struggle with frustration. Struggle with weariness. Struggle with being overwhelmed. Struggle with feeling like a failure or that failure is imminent. Struggle with not being the godly woman I desperately want to be.
Lately I’ve felt like I just have got to get this struggle thing under control. I just have to…I keep struggling with the same blasted things over and over again. My sins are so annoying.
Things I thought I’d dealt with…I’d determined to overcome…have snuck up on me again. How is that possible? I honestly don’t understand how I can be so convicted and seek forgiveness and restoration and then slide right back into them. Really? Am I serious??
Last night I prayed and wept to God again at my continual slipping and sliding in my relationship with Him. I love Him so much. I want my life to honor Him…I mean really honor Him. Not just a little bit…not just when I sing at church or write an article full of Scriptural references, but when life is challenging and overwhelming and frightening and just not what I planned, I want it to glorify Him.
Today was a no school day. Also known as a “no-get-anything-done” day.
So I got nothing done.
Well, I mean nothing I planned on doing. And on top of that, it was a lovely day, and did I take my kids outside to play? Nope. I fussed at them for making messes inside and spent the day cleaning up after them without offering a better alternative. Poor planning. Poor attitude. Poor children. Instead of facing an unplanned day with a smile and some spontaneity, I tried to do it all and pleased no one! I wish I’d taken advantage of the day with my kids – done something together…something fun. Ugh. Fail.
Lest, I sound like I’m hopeless. Let me share what God is showing me. Let me show you the sweetness of my Savior. O How He loves me!
It might be a familiar verse but how sweet it is to my ears and my heart:
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death. For what the law was powerless to do because it was weakened by the flesh, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin offering. And so he condemned sin in the flesh in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us, who did not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.
Its so easy for me to focus on my mistakes and failures…there are enough of them! But God does not desire that I live in defeat. He does not condemn me…I keep being drawn back to 1 John 3:1,16, 18-24
See what kind of love the Father has given us that we should be called children of God; and so we are…. By this we know love that he laid down his life for us and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers…Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth. By this we shall know that we are of the truth and reassure our heart before him; for whenever our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart and he knows everything. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence before God; and whatever we ask we receive from him, because we keep his commandments and do what pleases him. And this is his commandment that we believe in the name of his Son Jesus Christ and love one another, just as he has commanded us. Whoever keeps his commandments abides in God, and God in him. And by this we know that he abides in us, but the Spirit whom he has given us.
If God knows everything about me and yet does not condemn me, I don’t think I should do it either!
I believe my desire to live my life in a manner worthy of my calling (Ephesians 4:1) pleases God. I believe that my sins are forgiven and thrown as far as the east is from the west (Psalm 103:12) – that’s pretty far away. I believe that God calls me to live a life of victory – “But thanks be to God, who gives us victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.” (1 Corinthians 15:57) I believe God is making me into the woman He designed me to be…despite me.
May we rest in the knowledge that
God is a “God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love” (Nehemiah 9:17b)
“Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.” Hebrews 4:14-16
“…for God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.” 2 Timothy 1:7
Jesus does not leave us…ever.
“Consequently, he is able to save to the uttermost those who drawn near to God through him, since he always lives to make intercession for them.” Hebrews 7:25
Live by confident and courageous faith.
“Therefore do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God you may receive what is promised. For, “Yet a little while, and the coming one will come and will not delay; but my righteous one shall live by faith, and if he shrinks back, my soul has no pleasure in him.” But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who have faith and preserve their souls.” Hebrews 10:35-39
There is hope and a future for us.
“Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:12-15
Thanking God that even the struggle reminds me of how loving and faithful my God is to me.
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!
ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!!!
Recently one of my dearest friends called to tell me she had my next blog topic. She’d been at a women’s Bible study where they were discussing their crazy busy lives. After the moms in the group had lamented their situations, one of the ladies shared her “simple” solution which began with the phrase, “All… Continue reading All You Need to Do is Just…